Sometimes it is down to oneself.

Sometimes one has just got to man up and get the fuck on with it. It may not be right or how it should be in your head.
Who told you the way your head thinks it should be is actually right or correct?
Life has an ability to be unfair.
or ::::     is it unfair?
Perhaps it is what you need.
The energies create what you think about and focus on.
Good and bad. Great and average.
Think. Sit. Reflect.
Action.